Those were the words that used to come out of my mouth alot! I'm 30 years old now and I'm kinda loving it. I finally know now what I want in life. I'm just getting to know myself a little bit more and more everyday. I understand now, everything I didn't then. I feel more mature, and I love it. I know that accedents just dont happen! We decide what path we want to follow, so learn from your mistakes, and never regreat them!